Song of the moment: Hit me! by The Sounds


I love The Sounds. They're like modern 80's music and the lead singer even reminds me of Blondie.


Anywho... laziness has struck me once again. I've been watching "Sexy Sunday" on the Lifetime channel with my mom, just laying on the couch alllll freaking day long. The thing is with the Lifetime channel, you would have to watch the movie from the very beginning, otherwise you wouldn't know what it was about and/or you wouldn't really enjoy the film or the story line. Eww.... what the hell am I saying? I'm talking about the fucking Lifetime channel for crying out loud. Yeah I'll shut up now.


The problem with laziness is that you complain about how bored you are, yet you're too lazy to do anything about it. You also complain about all these things that you need to do, yet your laziness limits you and just keeps you locked up amongts the perimeter of the couch where you really can't do anything productive, so you're stuck there watching t.v. all day long. I have a huge pile of laundry that I need to do. I still need to read those 30 pages from the Crucible. I still need to at least do 10+ pages on my Italian workbook AND lab book (just because I feel like I have to). Hmm.. I need to do my analysis homework, but it's not really that important since it's due on Tuesday, yet I still worry about it because I'm probably going to forget about it until the midnight before Tuesday. Arggghhh. My mom told me to clean today, but she is just as fucking lazy as me and once I get up and start gathering up my laundry, she's going to make me do all of this shit that I really don't have the energy for.


Yesterday


I went to the San Jose FOB 99 market [Ranch 99 for out-of-state people] where I "FOB-shopped" with my mom. Ugh, seeing those catfish swim around that tank in the fish and meat section, and then seeing these dead fish right below the tank with the live ones stare at me was just... bah. I saw some cow tounges, brains, livers, intestines. And from then on, I swore to myself that I will be a vegatrian again. That sight was just... unbearable. The first time I decided to transition to vegetarianism was when I saw this thing on the news about the conditions of the whole cow industry and GOD I just started crying right then and there. Seeing a cow fight to walk because of being bred to have the biggest utters as they possible could.... watching a little baby cow with green fungus and crap growing around its eyes..... finding out that those cows have been living on concrete their entire lives, possible never seeing a sing blade of grass EVER... I just cried the entire day. Cows are NOT happy in California. They're fucking miserable, unless they're grown from those organic companies and stuff. That's why I only and I mean ONLY organic and soy milk. Regular milk is fucking gross.


I asked my mom to drop me off to the Boardwalk when we got home so I could claim my gift certificates, but the fucking owners and Bobby [the main manager] weren't there so I couldn't do it. God damnit they owe me like 200 dollars. They owe me a hundred dollars for refering Marie, and another 100 dollars for the souvenier promotional cup thing. Stupid little piece of.... grrrr.


After paying a few rounds of Initial D, I headed to downtown where I called Stephanie to meet me up so we could watch SWAT together. She didn't have any money, so I offered to pay for her. While I waited for her bus to get there, I walked around downtown and bought myself a new pair of red "nerdy Weezer" glasses and three used books from Logos. One is about this girl that has issues connecting with her feminine side, so her parents decided to take her to a mental hospital, where she spent 2 years learning "how to be a girl". It's a lot like One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, so I'm planning on reading both and somewhat compare the two. I also bought two books from Anne Rice [vampire chronicles author]. After watching SWAT, Steph and I walked over to Borders and hung out. We talked for a really long time. We talked about friends, the afterlife, ghosts, and just random subjects. It's really easy having intellectual conversations with her. I find it hard to do that with most of my friends.


Anywho, I should really get to working now. Plus I seriously have nothing to wair for tommorow, so I should go do my laundry or something. Bah.


Arrivederci.